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Journal Entry: Fri Feb 8, 2008, 10:07 PM
there’s so much more to life then this. Has life half passed me by already?
Sometimes life is harder then death. Sometimes moving forward is more difficult then being content where we are… but the truth is I have wasted so much time, doing what? Where did it all go? And for what? Is there a greater purpose for the things I place my time in? Where your treasure is… there your heart will be also… where have I placed my stock, in what sort of buildings have I invested my time in creating… Who is it my life has impacted? And in what way?

Today is my birthday, a day to ponder over life, but to every life there is also death. When my tomb stone reads 2/9/1989 – x/x/xxxx what will that dash represent? For my life to be lived to the full, I must die to myself. But what does that look like? How do I know my desires from God's desires?

I ask myself this because I want to go somewhere, for some reason, and this is hard to share with people because this place is not close, and the reason not always understand, and the time it takes up is nearly 3 months… but is this my will alone?

Some other thoughts… the marionette painting is back in progress… I’m trying something new w/ the arms. If it turns out it’s all to Gods glory not mine. Also, I’ve been asked how much I charge to draw a portrait… I have no idea where to begin pricing my art… or if I even should. Perhaps the proceeds could go to the trip mentioned above. Oh and Make a Wish seemed to enjoy their painting, which was nice to hear.

Still praying about art school @_@


Take care everyone

~Amber

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Take Me Away, Sarah Kelly

Devious Information

  • Current Age: I feel like I should be older then I really am… (18)
  • Current Residence: there *points to right hand*
  • Interests: Jesus, God, singing,cooking,art,crafts,drama/ improve acting! ...and some anime.
  • Favourite movie: robin hood men in tights (is one of them anyway)
  • Favourite band or musician: Five Iron Frenzy, DC Talk, Jars Of Clay and TFK =)
  • Favourite genre of music: Christian (but I enjoy many others)
  • Favourite artist: ...God.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Elisabeth Elliot
  • Favourite style of art: realism?
  • Operating System: Mac. ^.^
  • Favourite game: lemmings, Kirby, Mario All Stars, or DDR
  • Favourite gaming platform: super nintendo, n64 and Wii ^.^
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tamaki (ohhc)
  • Personal Quote: God never said the straight and narrow is paved
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Paper, Photoshop, Tablet, Paint, Canvas, My Hands, The Holy Bible, Clay, Imagination...Caffe

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~keegsmeister:iconkeegsmeister: 5 days 16 hours ago
thank you amber :love:

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*LongStock:iconLongStock: Aug 17, 2008, 5:58:36 PM
Thank you! :heart:

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~lipglossletdown:iconlipglossletdown: Dec 3, 2007, 11:04:28 PM
Hey thanks so much for the :+Fav: I like your drawings.. Im taking a drawing class in school...ahah I suck!! :(

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~SrngDrgn:iconSrngDrgn: Nov 8, 2007, 12:34:49 AM Mood: Content
Heyos ^^ decided to drop by at 2:30 in the morning (dunno why I'm still up...must be the laptop...so distracting it is) anyway, nice drawings, and stuffz ^^ like how you do clothes o-o cuz I find that to be the hardest part for me XD

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~TheRippersIre16:iconTheRippersIre16: Aug 10, 2007, 7:01:41 AM
HHHHHIIIIII DIPPPPYYY!!!! :aww:

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~xhipher:iconxhipher: Feb 24, 2007, 9:43:58 PM Mood: Love
Thanks Miaka-chan!
~Cynuyasha:iconCynuyasha: Apr 20, 2006, 12:45:41 PM
Thank you very much for the fav! I really appreciate it.

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~animegirl0:iconanimegirl0: Mar 17, 2006, 5:45:53 PM
o.O omgosh T_T thank you for the coment!
~ikeda:iconikeda: Mar 12, 2006, 7:43:04 PM
Lookie here!

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=fira-flame:iconfira-flame: Feb 17, 2006, 9:13:42 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: X3

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~animegirl0:iconanimegirl0: Feb 17, 2006, 7:11:39 PM
o.O the first reply was for Sara...the second was for Kerstin XD
~animegirl0:iconanimegirl0: Feb 17, 2006, 7:07:42 PM
I ish honered you'd add me! *adds you* <3 ^.^ thakies!

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~animegirl0:iconanimegirl0: Feb 17, 2006, 7:06:23 PM
XD I feel so <3ed *adds you*
=mastersara:iconmastersara: Jan 28, 2006, 10:11:48 PM
AMMBERRR

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=fira-flame:iconfira-flame: Jan 28, 2006, 1:34:08 PM
HI AMBER 8D

+watch.

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~ADDena:iconADDena: Nov 12, 2004, 4:55:29 PM
yu watase is great isnt she?

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